It’s supposed to be Day 3 of BBG. Yeah, not so much. First of all, I still can’t walk. No kidding, my friends are having the time of their lives seeing me climbing the stairs. It takes me a minute to sit down. And of course, today’s the day I keep dropping stuff to the floor. Or it just falls out of my pocket. All the freaking time. I almost have to lay to pick it up because that’s the easiest way to do it. And secondly, I burnt myself. With a soup, in the middle of a restaurant. Who else is that clumsy? Nobody, of course. There are blisters all over my arm. So I’m not doing the workout because a) I should do jumping squats, at least 30 of them, and I can hardly sit down, b) my arm’s looking terrible. If my legs hurt less tomorrow, I will do it then.
This was so hard. When I saw the workouts in the ebook, I was like: oh that seems ok. NOT OK. I did Devina’s workout, I did Shaun T’s Insanity but this was the whole new level because I knew all exercises from before and it’s just how quickly you have to do them. Circuit one - I was breathing so heavy it was embarassing. Like I never exercised before. Circuit two - I couldn’t do burpees. I did like 3 and then just went on beause my legs were shaking, I can’t do push ups and no. Didn’t go. When it was weighted step ups turn, I almost fell down off the chair because my legs were so weak. Next exercise is medicine ball squat & press. I used a glass bowl filled with fruit instead and cried why doing this. Still pushed myself to do one more round but after I just ran to bathroom because I had never been as close to vomiting when working out. After 5 minute rest, I continued with circut one. Hardly moving. Wanted to quit again after, but then I realized…I had been waiting for Monday to start this. Am I going to waste another week because it’s too hard? NO. So I did it. Also, today’s 5th day of my clean eating. Reading Kayla’s nutrition guide I found out I don’t eat enough. So I’m working on that now.
I think I can do this. This time I’m gonna stick to it. On Thursday I’m also getting WARRIOR tattooed on my wrist because I need a contsant reminder I don’t quit that easily and have overcome so many fears already.